*Warning: This piece of post is not very pleasing to read, I reckon it will be for some anyway, and I feel quite pissed, in a way, that my first post after so long has to encompass such an issue. I, however, need an avenue to rant and release my magma, FYI, the thing that comes out of a volcano when it erupts is called "lava" only after it gets released, before that it's called "magma". Why I'm comparing myself to a volcano I have yet to figure out but right now I feel good about comparing myself to something so massive, and possibly destructive. For post- "Oh-GOD-I read-Zaidah's-Rants-On-Her-Blog" trauma treatment, which just means that if you want something more pleasing to read after this, read the post before this one. It is by far the most pleasing one, and it isn't written by me. Have fun!

Oh gosh I had one of the worst times ever just now! I just hated everything about it! I was surrounded by mindless idiots who were oblivious to other things but themselves and the bimbo-ness of their selective sight! I just can't believe things have turned out the way they did. I admit, I have never been really close or on the same "frequency" as them but whatever happened just now is the last straw. It's amazing how much deterioration of character can take place in a year, or possibly within an even shorter time. Just how much can one succumb to society's shit? The extend to which minds can close, especially when these minds used to disagree with the "atrocities" of life once upon a time, is appalling. The word "atrocities" can now be used to describe the many other ironies that are obviously surfacing.

Does what a person wears make the person? Why is it that one bothers keeping tabs on what other people wear? I mean, its okay to want to look presentable but when that desire borders on the brink of obsession and becomes an avenue for the judging of character it's just wrong and shallow. By the way, in your opinion, what is it about your hide that puts you above everyone else? Obviously I have to ask about your views because a lot of other people, intelligent people, do not think so.

Is engaging in conversations about cosmetics products the most intelligent thing you people can do? Why do you make other people's physiques your problem? Don't you have enough of your own? Is your own body in tip top condition that you have to bother about others'? If you don't like your body, nobody has to hear about it because no one wants to know! For heavens' sake, and for your own and the sanity of those smarter than you who happen to, by some twist of fate, be around you, can you talk about something else other than your interest in the opposite sex, which is misguided in the most base sense anyway- by lust? I seriously wonder what principles govern your lives. If some of you have problems with loving yourselves or your correcting your low self-esteem, go do something about it! Other people do not need to be subjected to the various manifestations of your inadequacies, most of which are really downright crude and plain stupid! And there is no need for pretense; it's hard enough to be one's own self. How long can you keep it up anyway?

I swear, you people are the very kind of "diseased" things I try darn hard to keep away from me, and those plaguing society. What have you become? You're not just an embarrassment, you're a disappointment! You didn't use to be that way. Now you have become the very people you used to hate.

Call it a perception problem or whatever else you want, but I can't be around you people anymore. I've had it.

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I am, however, glad that a friend whom most have thought of as "lost" is actually more sensible than everyone else.

By the way, the event in this post did not take place on the same day as its posting.